It's only a game.

if you dress nicely, he says you're a snob
if you dress sexy, he says you're a s l u t
if you argue with him, he says you're stubborn,
if you're quiet, he says you're stupid
if you call him, he says you're needy & clingy.
if he calls you, he says you should be grateful
if you don't love him, he'll try to w i n you
if you love him, he'll leave you.
if you don't fuck him, he'll say you don't love him,
if you do, he'll say you're easy.
if you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating,
if you don't, he'll say you don't trust him.
if you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy,
if he lectures you, it's bcuz he 'cares for you'.
if you break a promise, uu can't be trusted,
if he breaks it, he had to.
if you cheat, uu expect it to be over
if he cheats, he expects to be given another chance
if he gets with 10 girls, hes the man
if you get with one guy, your a s l u t
-either way it's a game, and the girls never win..

what do you think?

What do you think love is?
Love is waking up in the morning,
thinking about that one person you love.
It's knowing that no matter what,
their always gonna be there for you.
It's getting into the biggest fights
with them, & knowing that at the end of the day,
they'll still love you. It's figuring out the negatives and positives.
It's putting your life, in their hands.
It's trusting them to trust you, with anything you do.
It's them, cussing & swearing at you ,
and leaving your sight .
and then walking right back in the door,
and saying ' i would never leave you '
It's letting you cry in eachother's arms.
It's jumping on eachother when you see them ,
because your full of joy ,
when you haven't seen them in time.
It's having those little wrestling matches,
and him going easy on you, and letting you win ,
because he knows he'd win anyways ..
Love is the most complex thing anyone can ever imagine.
But without love, where would we really be?
Love is the only thing that keeps our heart pumping.
When you see this person, you get ' butterflies '
in your stomach. Everyone deserves a love that will last the longest,
hurt the worst, and make the best memories.
Because at the end of the day, even though you're not in his life,
you would be the most memorable girlfriend, he's ever had.

where do i go?

I never really thought anything like this would even matter to me.
It's like everywhere I look, people are making different faces.
I try to forget about everything we've had, but its like a haunting.
I see you in every passing face.
I try to think about what love would be like,
if i were to think about it without you there.
Truth is, i don't think i'd be able to stand it,
because one moment with you, is a moment i'll treasure forever.
Imagine if it was without you, that would be a killer.
People say there's nothing in the world,
that they wouldn't do for their loved ones.
but if you really think about it,
how many times have we all said that,
& then betrayed them. Let's just say,
I think of you as something, i'll always remember.
And the memories? I'll try not to forget.
I'm starting to wonder, where do i go with all of this?
It's like following a path, that leads me to nowhere.
And i'm leading myself into a maze. This is never ending.